oh my god!
how fucked up has this last couple of nites been! guns, drugs, booze, sex absolute fucked up madness. last nite some twat gave me coke i didn't find out till afterwards i'm still waitin to come down from it but till then i'm just enjoyin the pure bliss of the high its amazing! my head is silent yet filled with mad thoughts.
have you ever thought that u were gonna die? its weird cause things become so much clearer! last nite the people standing next t me seemed so far away except for you i could feel ur every touch hear every word u said all i wanted was to have ur arms around me n 4 u 2 never let me go! its so fucking weird i can't even begin to explain.
A if u ever read this can we plz just talk n get though what ever it is that seems to seperate us, i have nothin but the deepest respect for u cause i've seen that u can do wot i never could and i'm so happy for u what ever i did to make u hate me so much i didn't do intentialy! good luck mate!